Why did this all go away??

You fight for the attention...but something stops you inside
you hold your ground for a moment...for everything to turn out right
you fight the temptations to become someone else
you try to find others while finding yourself

Friendships forever...thats what you all say
But if we were friends this would all be okay
Sitting here dreaming of much better times
Instead of what its like living on the other side

Cursing the depths of a lasting hope
But the things that me and you do cause that lope
To break loose of the giving...of loving for now
You say fuck* you *bitch and thats living like...how?

I never wanted to be like this...i thought it was to end
But I'm stuck between it...figuring out if your really my friend
You curse and say i hate you to me...is that supposed to make it better?
Because your still standing here...looking at me like nothing i do matters

Maybe I cried everytime that this happens to us
Its as if your saying its my friendship or bust
But why make the desiscion on what you believe
Why do things like this seem to never achieve

Why does this happen to us from what we have gone through before
Why does this have to gone on until there is nothing more
Why cant we just be friends like it used to be?
You know with everyone else and you and me?

But its hurting me and its hurting you
But why must is continue through
I thought you loved me...I was sure i love you as well
But all that love...everything is burning straight through hell

When I stop to think about this all in on day
Everyone seems to get involved no matter what they say
It's like its everybody elses fault as well as my own
While I take my life from what its cause and waste it away at home

Maybe then you'll think about it and tell me what you feel
Because then I'll know you know that this is all so real
Think about how you put these words you say
Then tell me why it went away

[I think for the moment it works...because when i dont know what im writing...it must have a meaning so please understand that its not supposed to be rude to anyone...its just how i really feel and maybe then people would understand that it doesnt just hurt them...it hurts us as well]

I know Tay...
I love the poem...
I need to send you a message...

Nice taylor

really nice poem Tay

thank you
i thought it fits the subject well
I'm sorry paul...

its k =)